I know it's mad.

Honestly, I want to forget about the past. But I can't help remembering all the times you screwed me over.

And I never told you a thing.




Doc, there's a hole where something was,
Doc, there's a hole where something was.

I miss you.

Through playful lips made of yarn.

Do I complain too much?
I don't think I do.
Do I stay up too late?
Why, yes I do.
Is it worth it?
Most likely.
Do I procrastinate?
Absolutely.
Do I care about you?
Not even a question.
Do I worry about you?
Just as much as I breathe.

Do you complain too much?
I don't think so.
Do you stay up too late?
Just as much as I do.
Is it worth it?
You never say it is.
Do you procrastinate?
Worse than I do, dear.
Do you care about me?
...You do, right?
Do you worry about me?
...Do you?




She held the world upon a string,
but she didn't ever hold me.
Spun the stars on her fingernails,
but it never made her happy,
cause she couldn't ever have me.

I remember the view.

Hmmm, today was...interesting. :>

I saw the sunset. My favorite thing ever.
And you talked to me. And we laughed.
You don't know how much that means to me,
that you look at me.


A lot to do this weekend... Lunch with dad tomorrow, promptly followed by starting on homework. Crawfish Saturday? I think?



All my clothes smell like you,
cause you're favorite shade is navy blue.

There's lots of those friendly people.

*exhale*
It's kind of interesting how a week can go by extremely slow or extremely fast. This week was the latter. I've got a lot to do this weekend, though. Perhaps the weekend will go by slow. Honestly, I hope it does. I need all the time I can get.


Where are you? You feel so far away. I know you always come back eventually, though, but don't be too long, please. You know I need you. And I KNOW you need me. Shoot me a text every once in a while. One text goes a long way. Even if it's one word. I have a lot of those.

I've been realizing lately that it really doesn't matter what other people think. I remember that when I'm driving in the car. Then I get out of my car and I forgot everything I just thought. Funny. Reminds me of something. Then again, I guess it's not that funny, is it?

If you read this, I'm sure you think I make no sense.
That's okay.




Things are shaping up to be pretty odd,
Little deaths in musical beds,
So it seems I'm someone I've never met.

What about the forests?

Ahhhhh. So back to school today. I was super freaking tired, but it was okay. Math was aight, bowling was okay. I almost hit 100! I'm getting better.

I mailed two packages today! One to my friend in Australia and one to my friend in Wales. Very excited for them to get it. :> I mailed them all kinds of American things.

I am not motivated to do homework. I think I'll get my math homework out of the way first.


<3


Hello, teacher, tell me what's my lesson;
look right through me, look right through me.

Good evening, shuttle bus.

Oh man, spring break was absolutely NOTHING like I expected it would be.

At.
All.

Who would have thought that not having many plans would actually...be okay. I basically sat in my room all week (minus..Friday) and had THE best spring break ever. Now, that's going to sound really stupid, right? Well. To some. All I can say is skype is fan-freaking-tastic.

Something simple as making a new friend can completely change everything. Ha, my best friend is evidence of that. Even if making that new friend didn't completely change your entire life, they still...changed a part of it. Now I'm wondering if that's WAYYY too deep. *shrugs*

School monday. It's surreal. This week made me feel like I didn't go to school. Gah. Back to the grind...




If we could sit together a moment,
and talk forever just to pass the time,
I would smile as the shivers and chills run down my spine,
when you're eyes are locked on mine.